For some reason I feel like I'm having a really weird day. I feel goofy, blah, sad-ish, contemplative, alone, replaced, and just all sorts of emotions; good and bad. I actually never thought that it was humanly possible to experience all of these emotions at the same time.
I just hate having either bad days or weird days. I want to have good days where I experience God in a new light. I'm kind of an optimist. I love finding the good in almost every situation.
I was kind of having a weird day yesterday and my room mate Ashley said, "You know it's ok to have a bad day. You don't have to 'get over it'. Just sulk in this bad day". Now when she said that I was actually kind of offended because, like I said, I love having good days and I hate having bad days, but at the same time I knew she was right. Trying to cover up hurt is sooooo difficult, especially when you are surrounded by people who know you and who won't leave you alone until to you spill out your guts.
Having bad days is normal. It actually balances out our personalities and they kind of shape us into who we are. So I guess I'll just soak in what God is trying to teach me through this weird day.
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