New Experience

This Sunday, May 2nd, I start my summer music position at Hawk Point Baptist Church.

I am both really excited and really nervous about it because I don't know what to expect or how things will turn out.

One of the ladies who helps out with the youth group there was telling me about how these kids don't have Jesus, they've never had music in their meetings before and how they're going to look up to me. When she said all of that I felt a few emotions; 1) My heart broke because they don't have Jesus, 2) I got sad because they have never experienced music and 3) I got nervous because I was told that "they're gonna be looking up to me".......baaaaah!

I mean that is a huge honor, but for some reason it's really nerve wrecking.

In the meantime I will just continue to pray that God's will be done in all of what happens this summer and that He will use me in any way that He chooses.
This will certainly be an interesting journey and God will work through it all! :)